Maraming oras naang nasayang, Maraming panahon ang di na mabilang kamay kong maraming beses ng Nagtiwala't naging sugatan mga matang luha lang ang inabot.. Luha ng kahapong tuluyan ng huminahon, Patak ng ulang malalim ang pinanggagaglingan, Mapuno man, muling isasahod sa tubig ng kawalan..Maraming beses ng nagtiwala.. Maraming beses ng nawalan ng tiwala, maraming beses nang binugbog ng paasa ng kawalan, karanasang walang hangganan,. akin ng nalamapasan..Ilang beses pa ba aasa sa kahapong ilambeses ako pinaasa isang damakmak na pangaral, mga kaibigang sinubukan kong talikuran ngunit hindi akoiniwan..Mga pagkakamali kong ilam beses ko nang muli't muling naranasan, paulit ulit lamang ako nasasakta't nahihirapan..Ni nais kong tulungan sarili ko upang makawala sa pait ng halos lahat ng pinagdaraanan ko, paano yayakapin ang tunay na pag babago kung mismong sa sarili ko hirap mabago..Sana maumpisahan ko kung paano baguhin ang kwento ng buhay ko..
"i never gave anyone reason to hate me.. they just create their own little drama of insecurity!"
About Me
- Annejelyca Castelo Benedicto
- My existence to this real life.. I easily get annoyed with people who think they're perfect. Some misunderstand and think I’m cold and distant. I'm a very straight forward and some people misunderstood my words. I just don't care about things that don’t affect my existence. Who cares if people hate me? Who cares if those or some people irritated with me, who cares about those sharp tongues assholes? Definitely not me. As long as something makes me happy and comfy, and remains within the level of common politeness, I’m cool with it. I grew up in a conservative family which made me wanted to try things outside, I'm sensitive, easily get hurt, and often feel uncared for even for simple reasons but only to those whom I have connections with. You may see me as unapproachable, snob, quiet person but limited bubbly I have come to accept the wild freaky image I reflect, I'm not like any ordinary girl. I am me and I’m different with, the kind who goes out and explores the real world.
Monday, October 18, 2010
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